sometimes i can't switch my brain off
my mind is playing static
young offenders
placement
money
work
research proposal
books
i feel exhausted and all i want to do is spend some time with my Jesus but i can't
there is a weight and a heaviness
i don't know what to say to the infinate
when i feel very very finite
very stressed and very rushed 
and all i want to do is sleep for a year and wake up and be done with third year
all i can do
is sit
and let my heart cry for Jesus
i can't do anything
but i am here
and i want to love you more
i need your peace
i need your love
you are my everything
take all of me

"Do you not know? 

Have you not heard? 

The LORD is the everlasting God, 

the Creator of the ends of the earth. 

He will not grow tired or weary, 

and his understanding no one can fathom. 

He gives strength to the weary 

and increases the power of the weak. 

Even youths grow tired and weary, 

and young men stumble and fall; 

but those who hope in the LORD

will renew their strength.

They will soar on wings like eagles;

they will run and not grow weary,

they will walk and not be faint."

Isaiah 40v28-31

this was one of tina's grandfather's favourite verses 
we went to see him before he died and he was really sick
but he knew God's peace
it was evident on his face
he was confident that God was greater
i want to be too.
its my memory verse for the week